I took a break from blogging during most of this COVID pandemic. There was (and is) so much going on in this year of 2020. Who could have ever dreamed of such events?
I do want to share something that happened to me UNRELATED to Covid. While doing a little repair project, I snapped the bicep distill tendon in my left arm. My bicep muscle rolled up and practically disappeared. It made a very loud popping noise and really hurt. I've never torn a tendon before. Following an MRI, it was determined that the only repair would have to be surgery. NOT AGAIN! Last year I had three different surgeries on my wrist and elbows and two kidney stone surgeries. I thought I was finished with surgeries!
The surgery went well and I am in physical therapy. The road back is slow and requires much patience (not my strong suit). The tendon has to be re-stretched without tearing it into. Muscle will have to be regained and should take a few months. No golf for a while.
I share this experience because it illustrates what happens in our lives when we get hurt emotionally, spiritually, and relationally. The hurt happens and we curl up, withdraw from others and potential hurtful situations. It takes a long time of "stretching" to be able to trust again. It takes strong mental exercises to engage others and risk vulnerability. The process is slow and most often painful.
Leaders often get hurt when they lead. If everything is always smooth and easy, then you probably aren't leading with a great amount of challenge. The hurt can be deep as it usually occurs with people working closely with you. You may even get to the point where you question if you will ever lead again, or even want to lead again. Take heart, the world needs your leadership!
Organizations, churches, and teams need leaders. Leaders stretch the "norm" into an amazing future. The Bible reminds us that without vision, people will perish. Yes, your leadership is needed for those who do not yet appreciate it nor follow. It takes time but you will be strong again. You will never forget the hurt but the hurt will influence you less and less as healing takes place. Go through the therapy of renewal. God is not finished with you!
Be encouraged leader and lead!
From the Heart,
BR Johnson